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i miss u

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 07:46:17 GMT

Well, it's been nearly a year since Ursula's passing. I don't know if anyone still reads this but I was thinking about making this journal my own. I write a lot to deal with the pain of losing my sister.

Here's a poem I wrote after the incident first happened.

Why

Why oh why
did you have to die
you made me cry
when you went to heaven in the sky
You were my best friend
to the very end
my life was a muss
after you were hit by the bus
I miss having fun
as far as sisters go, you are number one.

~ Simbrie J. Cox

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 06:53:08 GMT

Hello, I'm not sure if anyone still reads this, but my sister Ursula died yesterday night.

She got a hold of our father's pain killers and some vodka, and ended up wandering the streets in a stupor. She was found underneath a parked bus a couple of streets away.

I just wanted to let you all know that she talked about you a lot and how much laughter you brought into her life. She brought a lot of joy into our lives.

RIP

Ursula Gabrielle Cox
7/23/83 ~ 6/6/04

She leaves behind her son, Alabama Apple Cox, and her fiance Brett.

Mon, 31 May 2004 07:10:59 GMT

Helo efreinds.

I went 2 teh mentle hospitle the othar nite b/cuz i tryed 2 take 2 many tylinols. Ive been there 4 a few days now & Alabama was taken away from me and put up 4 adoption.

NEways, I am probably goign away 4 a while to get my lyfe str8end out...so

here's a goodbai. i will miss u all. I mite come back sumtiems but not vary much.

All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling, falling
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you...
Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
'Cause I'm tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple "Hello"
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
(And you) You leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out, over you

Fri, 21 May 2004 19:03:17 GMT

it seems liek evary1 h8s me ;_______;

I think I am going 2 go take a lot of tylinols, goodbai efreinds

brett take good care of alabama 4 me

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Mon, 17 May 2004 08:06:07 GMT

hay evary1 plz add my baby's name 2 ur intrests kthx

http://www.livejournal.com/interests.bml?mode=add&intid=5918577
^^ click there its rlly easy

Um 2day I took little Alabama 2 teh park. I put him on a swing but he's only 2 months old so he fell off, lol. Woops.

Then l8r we went 2 Mcdonalds whare i filled his bottle with choclate milkshake. He dranked it all up!

I put him on the couch to take a nap while I watched this new show on MTV called Beavis & Butthead. lol its so funny but all the music vidios r out of date wtf. I think the show is based on South Park and king of the hill.

Tehn I invited a few freinds ovar and we played on an ouija board, a spirit told us we were all fgts. Watever that means. The baby was axidentally sitting too close 2 a candel tho and he got burned a little bit, oops lol.

OK have a good nite.

*~*~Ursula~*~*

Sat, 15 May 2004 00:26:36 GMT

i just had 2 let u all no that I got marryed this past month & went on a vacation w/my new husband fu___________ck he's 15 but we r in luv and now i am pregnant i think lololol

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 05:56:55 GMT

lol sry about that last post guys i need 2 stop snorting the peruvian marching powder ^__^

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 18:00:36 GMT

abstract math

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 04:42:52 GMT

Um hay guys sry I haven't been posting much l8ly but i went to jail 4 a few days.

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 20:14:58 GMT

IN THIS THREAD, WE APPRECIATE THE INTARW3B GOD THAT IS 1justin

thanks erin! thanks nick!

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 07:12:10 GMT

I was reminiscing about the days when I would go over to Aunt Polly's for a nice time. We'd go swimming in the creek, swing on the tire, and try to catch bunnies. Heh, those pesky bunnies were always in her vegetable patch.

I remember the cool breeze that would descend upon her porch at night, as the crickets sang in chorus and the fireflies danced to the tune. The air engulfed us in sweet grass and flowers while we'd share stories; mine about school and hers about when she was younger.

My favorite memory is Aunt Polly in the kitchen. You name it, she could create it. Desert was always my favorite, especially the strawberry shortcakes made from scratch, and the creampies. Ah, the cream pies.

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 05:16:31 GMT

I was fired from work today. Does anyone have any good firing stories? Or maybe words of encouragement so I don't end up sitting in front of the tv all day with a bag of Doritos. Wait, the bag of Doritos and tv idea sounds good, nevermind.

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 04:04:02 GMT

...Why did everyone assume on my last post I was talking about spooge?

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 20:20:36 GMT

Why don't boys (men?) ever clean up after themselves?

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 19:42:10 GMT

I like looking at pictures. Post some in the comments section, plz.

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 17:09:01 GMT

What the fuck are these??

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Mon, 29 Mar 2004 03:29:21 GMT

Today, I saw a rather obese woman carrying a handbag with the Playboy (c) logo on it.

Thoughts?

xkissmejaimex used to protect my screen name so i can be anonymous from you idiots ^_^

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 06:37:45 GMT

LesStitches0i2 [10:18 PM]: hi i got laid
xkissmejaimex [10:19 PM]: by your hand?
LesStitches0i2 [10:19 PM]: no a girl
LesStitches0i2 [10:19 PM]: my gf

xkissmejaimex [10:19 PM]: oh...whats her name?
xkissmejaimex [10:19 PM]: bertha?
LesStitches0i2 [10:20 PM]: LOL
LesStitches0i2 [10:20 PM]: no jen
xkissmejaimex [10:20 PM]: does she have meaty lovehandles and an ass you can surf?
LesStitches0i2 [10:21 PM]: I BLEW MY LOAD IN HER TWAT
xkissmejaimex [10:21 PM]: oh boy she's pregnant with your triplets now
LesStitches0i2 [10:21 PM]: LOL
LesStitches0i2 [10:21 PM]: shes on the pill
xkissmejaimex [10:22 PM]: did she tell you what kind of pill? maybe she's taking advil
LesStitches0i2 [10:23 PM]: LOL
LesStitches0i2 [10:23 PM]: no she said birth control
xkissmejaimex [10:23 PM]: maybe she just pretends to take it
LesStitches0i2 [10:23 PM]: :D
xkissmejaimex [10:23 PM]: but in reality she's taking acid tabs
LesStitches0i2 [10:24 PM]: cool
LesStitches0i2 [10:24 PM]: her pussy was tight and warm
LesStitches0i2 [10:24 PM]: kind of like an ass
xkissmejaimex [10:24 PM]: wow...you're screwing cats and donkeys...wtg
LesStitches0i2 [10:24 PM]: :D
xkissmejaimex [10:26 PM]: does your mom know about this?
LesStitches0i2 [10:26 PM]: no
xkissmejaimex [10:27 PM]: you better tell her she's gonna be a grandma
xkissmejaimex [10:27 PM]: so she can get prepared
LesStitches0i2 [10:27 PM]: LOL
LesStitches0i2 [10:27 PM]: shut up
LesStitches0i2 [10:27 PM]: shes not goin to get pregnant
xkissmejaimex [10:27 PM]: oh she's really a d00d
xkissmejaimex [10:28 PM]: its cool
LesStitches0i2 [10:28 PM]: yea
LesStitches0i2 [10:28 PM]: i was wondering why her clit was big and long
LesStitches0i2 [10:28 PM]: and went in my ass
LesStitches0i2 [10:28 PM]: LOL
xkissmejaimex [10:29 PM]: that wasn't a mistake
LesStitches0i2 [10:29 PM]: :D
LesStitches0i2 signed off at 10:30 PM

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 20:23:30 GMT

I love how on the top of the page, LiveJournal proclaims,

Welcome, give_me_cocks!

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 19:29:48 GMT

Ah, another day, another cock.